In the swirl of dust and leaf,
I live,
feel the purple sky lowered to touch,
wrap it for myself against the breath of endings,
and walk staunchly forward,
head bent just a fraction lower
than yesterday.
It is not as if anything prepared me this time,
so I look at
crushed and scattered acorns,
oak clusters, squirrel-bitten and discarded,
and know that I have neither
instinct nor energy
for a plan.
At most,
I push my hands into pockets
lined with lint
and keep moving.
Marsha Mentzer lives in