When You Do The Math

Meridith Gresher

 

 

Simple this: physics,

for a dancer,

is death: a body

at rest will stay at rest.

And

all the talent I have

is in these feet.

I turn on my side

and fold

into myself

like a concertina.

In fetal position,

I bow

to the wisdom

stored in my toes.

I am my own Yogi,

pushing past-participles aside

in favor of lightning

pain. A simple answer

on a cold day.

Redemptive suffering -

the new opiate

of the masses.

Catholic chic,

it is called.

Sort of Tibetan light.

No saffron robes,

and you keep your hair

flowing like gypsy music

and candle wax.

I hold fast;

movements,

like wrens,

have taken leave

sixty-three seasons ago,

with Webster's dictionary.

I am running

out of words

and songs

and sounds.

Silence is a tingling

in these toes, a ceasing

of circulation and sure-footedness;

my doctors disagree: noise.

Maya Angelou says

Billie Holiday sang

every song as if

she had just written it

that morning. Oh,

my toes do not utter

a sound;

they do not write.

They sleep.

Death is the absence

of motion;

I am one tenth there.

I am more,

but I don't like to

count the real numbers.

Pain is such

a sensible companion

for the body

at rest.

Simple: life:

when you do the math.


 

 

Copyright 2007 by the Tipton Poetry Journal.

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